Died February, 2004
You achived so much your 29 years. I never did get to meet you in person. But for several years you gave me so much support and inspiration online. You were such a beautiful person. May you soar high with the angels.
Good friend... fellow book-lover... strong, compassionate, bright, witty, caring, courageous, wonderful woman... I will very much miss our emails sharing each others' lives. I will always miss you. Now your spirit is free... You were a shining presence in the world. Now I light this candle in tribute to you...
Becky was a true fighter and no matter what hell she went through she always supported me and others to keep up the good fight. THe entire time I knew her she was fighting and was angry that her mind was in recovery but that her body couldn't. Becky I love you, and will carry you in my heart forever. Now my dear friend you are an angel with 2 wings.
You were my friend, my confidant, the only one who ever really "got it." When I picked up the phone and found you gone today something in me broke. I don't know if your anorexia caused your death in the end as the original fight was long over for us both. In fact, in some sad way I am glad we both fought the same monster so I had a hand to hold along this path... at least for part of the journey. I think you know how much you touched my life and you are still so alive in my heart that it hurts to breathe right now. I don't remember how to fight alone... but I will try. I miss you Beckyloo. I just hope the pain is finally in the past for you now. ~All my love, Nickel