| In Loving Memory... |
Sheldon Clark Died in 2000 Sheldon was a loving, gentle man who died of morbid obesity. His insurance denied a life saving gastric bypass and he died two months after the denial. |
My Beloved Mother, Nadine Hill Died March 29th, 2000 She had such a fight with the disease but there just wasn't enough help for her. She just couldn't get out from behind "The Mask". She is missed but definitely not forgotten. |
Tracy Died in 2001 I can't stop thinking "It should have been me, it should have been me." Why you? Why did you have to have so much pain? I would have taken it from you, I would have taken it upon myself... I can't bear the thought of your suffering. Knowing how you hated the person you thought you were - I do this, too. Except that you had no reason to be in such pain; ther was nothing, NOTHING that could have ever justified the way you felt about yourself. Why were you stolen from life? Why were you hurting so much? It's so unfair. I feel as though "if I could suffer as You, I could heal as You." And I would have healed you, Tracy. I would have stopped that relentless flow of pain that drove you everyday towards the refuge of death. But I didn't know; I was naieve and self-absorbed. I just want to care for you, to take you in my arms and whisper "everything's going to be okay", while stroking your baby-fine sunshine hair. I want to take your pain, your suffering, your death away. I will take it, you could give it to me, Tracy, I just can't handle watching you wither... I love you, even if I didn't know you very well. You were my sister, and I will always, ALWAYS come back to you. You've given me more than I could ever have gotten, anywhere else. You truly are the sunshine, Tracy, you are a glowing spirit, an angel with a yellow aura. You have become a Light - if only I could give my life to your light... *Keep shining Tracy* |
Katherine Hooton 1985 - 2002
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