My Sweet Friend Jon Jon, for almost a dozen years, I watched you fight the demons that ultimately caused you to take your own life. I know you are finally free of the fighting, though letting you go, even to the Angels, is so very hard. You are very sadly missed.

My babies... To my dearest babies... I've never had the chance to see your precious faces and or experience your unique personalites... Because of my many years of a destructive lifestyle involving anorexia nervosa, I lost you both. For this I am very sorry. I love you both very much and I think of you often. Our Heavenly Father took you back home to the safety of his love. I look forward to the opportunity to tell you how sorry I am and I how much I love you both, someday... I pray you will forgive me, my precious babies. I pray Our Heavenly Father will forgive me as well... I love you my babies... Mommy

Amber 2/3/83 - 12/20/99 Amber died on December 20 after a long struggle with anorexia. I want to blame someone, I want to yell and scream at the people who caused her death except I don't know who they are. I don't know why she got sick, all I know is that I miss her with all my heart. Amber never made it to the year 2000 but if she had, I know her resolution would have to been to help all her friends fighting this disease. Eating disorders killed her, please let her be their last victim. Amber: We all miss you and hope you are in a safe, loving place. We all know that's all you ever wanted.

Drew 6/9/80 - 12/17/99 "spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that would make it okay, there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day" Sarah McLachlan Although I must continue to battle this horrible monster on my own I will not let you down. I love you too much for that. I will never forget you and I look forward to seeing you again one day in heaven. Love and Hope, Always, WildLight

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